Today is the first day in about two months that I haven't been on here. I miss this place each and every passing day, but due to some unseen forces/circumstances I chose to stay away. I've been doing things my way despite what I know the truth to be. I feel like I have dissapointed God in so many ways than one and I don't know where to start from. I keep saying I'm sorry, yet I go back to my old ways.
My Mum's not talking to me right now cuz she saw my belly button piercing on Sunday. We prayed the next day and she outrightly refused to see my face, talkless of giving me a hug. I'm hurt and of course and I know she's hurt also. I can't say I'm sorry either cuz she won't listen to what I've got to say. She belives that that's the beginning of waywardness, when in actuallity it hasn't changed who I am. I've had it for about two months now and she never saw it until Sunday. I don't know what to do or who to call for help so I'm just taking each day as it comes and when she's ready to talk, I'm gonna listen and not talk back until she's done.
I missed you all and I pray this week brings a lot of love your way.
Still alive and kicking
1 year ago
3 remarks:
welcome back. glad to see all is well. As for momsie- u have to see where she is coming from. And by the sound of it- u're still young and answer to her. The best thing is that u shldnt have allowed her to see it. Pele- she'll get over it. At least its better than getting pregnant. She'll realize that a girl can be wayward without piercing her navel.
Aww!! Im so so sorry.
I pray she gets over it quickly and it doesnt affect ur rship.
Dont worry babes ul laugh about this someday soon!!!
Much love.
Bigggg HUG!!!!
hey
its okay
you can get up
smile again
and win again
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